Tuesday, December 12, 2006>
Well youre the closest thing I have
To bring up in a conversation
About a love that didnt last
But I could never call you mine
Cause I could never call myself yours
And if we were really meant to be
Well then we justify destiny
Its not that our love died
Just never really bloomed
I cant move on from the past
Without lifting a finger youre holding me back.
And then we saw our paths diverge
And I guess I felt OK about it.
Until you got with another man,
And then I couldnt understand
Why it bothered me so.
How we didnt die,we just never had a chance to grow.
Without lifting a finger youre holding me back.
And it might not make much sense
To you or any of my friends
Though somehow still you affect the things I do.
And you cant lose what you never had
I dont understand why I feel sad
Every time I see you out with someone new.
Well I cant let go
No,I cant let go of you
Youre holding me back without even trying to.
I cant let go. never ever.its all i feel now. i've got no point to blog anymore. it'll just be the same everyday till you're back in my arms again.
sucide notes and butterfly kisses-
8:26 AM
